July 2010
12 posts
FY(F)I: For Your Fucking Information
Oke, gue sudah sampai puncaknya. Kayaknya udah terlalu banyak perlakuan tidak adil yang gue terima dibandingkan dengan………. ya dia siapa lagi. Ketika roda gue berputar lagi, bukan segala selamat yang gue terima melainkan pertanyaan-pertanyaan mengenai keadaan dia. Sepertinya yang mereka lihat gue menelantarkan dia dan meninggalkannya kesakitan. Padahal? Cuma dia sama gue yang tau....
“I can see an obvious soft spot for me in you. That’s what makes me never...”
PEOPLE CHANGE. WHEELS TURN. SUCK IT UP AND LIVE.
In your arms I trust mine, I trust my all
When life gives its best shot to end mine, you know what to do.
You know exactly what to do to stop my insanity.
You convinced me to stay sane, and to keep me on the wagon.
You hold my hand and my body while I’m shaking of fear of going nuts.
You understand how I can be out of mind sometimes.
You don’t mind talking for hours listening to my crazy thoughts.
Now all my thoughts...
“Ibarat ditampar sama tangan sendiri”
Parachute - The Mess I Made
Should’ve kissed you there I should’ve held your face I should’ve watched those eyes Instead of run in place I should’ve called you out I should’ve said your name I should’ve turned around I should’ve looked again But oh, I’m staring at the mess I made I’m staring at the mess I made I’m staring at the mess I made As you turn, you take...
“Baby, you’re not going to find anybody better than me.”
– Mark Sloan
June 2010
16 posts
Note-to-self:
I have got to start to understand that as we meet at a certain age of life and experience, none of us really got a clean slate.
We may have already involved in other serious relationships,
We may have done a couple of things we’re not too proud of today,
And we certainly (if not probably) have fallen in love before.
But all that matter is now it’s you and me baby.
Got it.
Bornday
It happens every year at the first day of July. I get a bit more older, hopefully a little more wiser. I wanted to stay 18 forever, but no way it’s going to happen :)
So last night I decided to fall asleep early, I thought that I was getting to old to be waiting up all night long just to see that clock strikes twelve. So I went to bed.
But then the phone rang. Danger called. He was down at...
“You’re not the first or the last
But you’re possibly the prettiest”
– Alphadog - Fall Out Boy 